Twin Baby Boys
I wanted to share the pics from Baby A and Baby our twin boys from the ultrasound yesterday. I am feeling so torn and guilty over my devastation and loss of Baby C when I know I should be rejoicing in the health and well being of the baby boys. They are sweet little guys. I honestly don't have a lot of details about their appointment yesterday other than the specialist said they are both perfectly healthy, developmentally strong and everything is good. She had a lot of information for me but she said it could wait until next appt. I really couldn't hear anything she said after I found out about C. I couldn't really breathe either. So I will find out more next time. She said normally that we would measure my cervix at each of the appointments. We want it to be nice and long. But she said that could wait to, she didn't want to put me through it. She could tell I couldn't take much more!
This is Baby B. Baby B is the one that was hiding that we didn't get any pics of at the gender scan. We know for sure he is a boy now. He loves his hands. Last visit he had them between his legs, this time he had that little fist on his face and he kept sucking on it. It was hard to get a good shot you can tell both the hand and cord kept covering his face. He is doing great too. He measured 4 days ahead in size so he is growing strong too. Approx 11 oz as well. (He has Riley ears :-) Look at the shape of that little arm. Looks like his Daddy's.
This is Baby A. She did tell us that he measured 20 weeks so she said he is a little fatty boy. He is one week ahead of schedule in terms of size which is amazing. He weighed approx 11 ozs at this visit. Justin says he has the Roberts head and my nose. But we will see. It hard to tell on these pics even though it is amazing! how much detail they can get on the 4d pictures.
This is Baby B. Baby B is the one that was hiding that we didn't get any pics of at the gender scan. We know for sure he is a boy now. He loves his hands. Last visit he had them between his legs, this time he had that little fist on his face and he kept sucking on it. It was hard to get a good shot you can tell both the hand and cord kept covering his face. He is doing great too. He measured 4 days ahead in size so he is growing strong too. Approx 11 oz as well. (He has Riley ears :-) Look at the shape of that little arm. Looks like his Daddy's.This is the picture we took before leaving for the doctor. 19 weeks - still growing bigger but not as fast as before and now we know why. At least I don't have to worry as much about that as I did. I made Justin take a picture of my belly button. It is almost popped out. Won't be too much longer now before it sticks out.
I took one more day off work today, mainly because I didn't sleep last night. We are going to work on the nursery this weekend. I think it will help me move on and refocus my attention on the babies. The new reality of our family to be. God is good and I may never understand why this happened but I know He loves me and I know He has heard my tears and my sorrows. I am trusting in Him to get me through this. Love you all. Thanks so much for your prayers. Happy 4th of July!